on some days i appreciate this freedom while on others i wish u'd take this freedom away
i miss how darn good it felt for you to be mine, n me to be yours

wani wani
you worked so hard to earn money
yet your face remain sunny
as cute as a bunny
sometimes i wonder, knape perangai macam monkey
tetapi macam funky

thats like the cutest 'poem' a person wrote for me :}

1) take photo in robe with granny & siblings - checked
2) return robe ($36 richer) - checked
3) fix eyebrows - checked
4) trim hair - checked
5) top up prepaid - checked
7) money for granny - checked
8) food for family - checked
9) satisfy thaksin beef noodle craving- checked
10) awesome time with my chinese bestfriends - checked

how was your thursday loves? mine was fantastic.

waited for 2 days

for you to have the courtesy to reply my twitter dm. even if you didnt, you couldve texted me. but all i got for the past 2 days was s.i.l.e.n.c.e

made the first move to say hello to you again. finally, a reply telling me you've been waiting for my call. how would i know?

all these years, time and time again you reminded me that if you've been quiet, ure probably busy with your family/work or your need to have some time alone. when i get mad because u've ignored me for the whole day, you reprimand me for being the most unreasonable girl. for not being understanding and always thinking badly of you.

most of the phonecalls ive had with you, you'd either want to hang up as soon as possible because
1) you hate talking on the phone
2) you dont want your bill to get expensive
3) you rather use the time spent otp to meet

or

you just start raising your voice at me for
1) wanting to prolong the conversation as much as possible
2) being difficult - in every sense
3) disturbing you when you're spending time alone

as much as you love knowing that im the one who's always looking for you, telling you i miss you first, i too, love knowing that you feel the same way.

it gets kind of tiring when im always the first one dropping u a hi, and then when u dont respond, i'll drop another hi and then u get upset because ive been missing when u didnt respond?

why, in the duration between my first hi and second hi, havent u thought of lifting a finger to tell me ive been on your mind as much as uve been on mine?

im just being logical and rational here, cos i dont wish to pick a 'petty' fight.


"relax la. i have to reply ar? we are not together what" thanks for shutting me up

a little treat for me myself and i :)